People are weird. Even rational people have irrational fears that don't make any sense. I wanted to talk about it, because I have some really peculiar irrational fears that I worry about when I am under stress. Maybe it is the anxiety/OCD but seriously, WTF brain!
Fear 1: I am somehow going to get bitten by a wild animal and contract rabies, but since I don't notice getting bitten, I won't get the shot. Then, one night I will come down with awful neural diseases and die horribly. This is my big phobia.
Fear 2: Becoming a hoarder, especially an animal hoarder. I am a person who loves things to be very neat, organized, and clean, and even though I have slight hangups about wasting things and tend to reuse stuff (I came from super environmentalist family), when I really have to get rid of something, I recycle it or throw it away. The idea of animal hoarding just terrifies me incredibly, because the people have a mental illness deluding them into thinking they are saving the poor animals, when in reality they are letting them die and starve. They just busted a lady upstate who was keeping 73 bunnies in a trailer without food, water, or light, and one of them was dead and the others starving when the animal control came. I can't stand the idea of being an insane cat lady with filth and dead cats surrounding me, thinking that I was being good and helping animals. I want to help animals, and I am scared because of that I would snap and be awful. Brrr. The most scary!
Fear 3: Suddenly becoming hugely fat from being a wasteful and overindulgent person and not being able to run and jump like I want to.
What are your weird fears that bother you?