I think I'm starting to have bouts of depression again. I feel like I know so many people, but yet no one who is willing or even wants to have decent, intelligent discussion with. Frankly it's starting to drive me insane, making me feel superficial. Or maybe it's my depression that's causing every conversation I have to feel shallow and mindless, I don't know.
Unceremoniously kicked out of my improv troupe a week before our first show, after I'd already helped represent them at quad day and stuff.
I'm not even upset, really; it isn't entirely surprising. It's more that whoever knew and just had me around without telling me is extremely disingenuous. Of my friends, I can pinpoint two who knew. Maybe three.
The second chance I thought I had for applying for this job I've been wanting fell through.
I apparently didn't read the application correct and didn't qualify because it was only open for veterans.
*sigh*
So I will have to wait again for more positions to open up several months down the road and am currently stuck in the current job I have. It's ok, but definitely not something I look forward to going to Monday through Friday.
It also irks me that as a person who has worked for the government for almost a decade, that is well experience with the inner workings of a certain department can't compete with veterans. I understand why veterans get preference points on applications, but I should still be considered.
Yes. It's a promotion, which is nice. However, it's not all that it's cracked up to be. It's a lot of micromanaging and hand holding. Because of my extensive knowledge of my previous job, it helps me do my current job. We had horrible training. My boss barely knows how to do our job and basically dictates what to do, but when I ask for assistance, I get nothing.
I'm training when I shouldn't be and handling more than I should be. It's no picnic. I can handle it, but I shouldn't be handling it.
I'm actively looking an applying to wherever I can. As soon as I get my year, I can apply for higher paying positions.
It's not because it's trivial, it's because it's solved. There were some complications with my schedule this year. Everything's in place for the changes to go through now, but it won't be formally fixed until tomorrow.
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It's called a Salmon Ladder, apparently.
That said why had someone built one?
I'm not even upset, really; it isn't entirely surprising. It's more that whoever knew and just had me around without telling me is extremely disingenuous. Of my friends, I can pinpoint two who knew. Maybe three.
The funny part was that I got a letter saying I couldn't donate because of the risk to ME, which is maybe 1/4 true.
I apparently didn't read the application correct and didn't qualify because it was only open for veterans.
*sigh*
So I will have to wait again for more positions to open up several months down the road and am currently stuck in the current job I have. It's ok, but definitely not something I look forward to going to Monday through Friday.
It also irks me that as a person who has worked for the government for almost a decade, that is well experience with the inner workings of a certain department can't compete with veterans. I understand why veterans get preference points on applications, but I should still be considered.
Bah humbug.
I'm training when I shouldn't be and handling more than I should be. It's no picnic. I can handle it, but I shouldn't be handling it.
I'm actively looking an applying to wherever I can. As soon as I get my year, I can apply for higher paying positions.
Edit:
Also downloaded the 32bit installer instead of the 64bit of autodesk