The woman I fell madly in love with and broke up with in an appropriately melodramatic fashion is back in town, but I have not seen her. She refuses to let me contact her because I "bring nothing but pain into her life". I am alone in my bedroom. Next to me are two empty beer bottles, which are likely to be followed by several more. Fuck loving people.
Ok as much as I sympathize with those sorts of feelings and know how it goes, but why would you even do that to yourself? Yeah, you feel bad she feels that way about it, but like Nuri said you chose to break things off.
Fuck loving people? How about fuck letting this shit get to you? If you feel so bad about it, does this mean you still have lingering feelings? Sounds like something you may need to sort through them. I don't know. I just get really annoyed when I see things like this.
Sure when somethings happens and you get down, you can do things to help the emotions run through its course, but don't let it get to you.
Yup, it's pretty stupid. She's leaving for California soon and if things stay this way I'll never see or hear from her again. She held me in her arms while I wanted to die, and she knows me better than anyone else. We never had real closure; she made me promise to stay in touch and then broke contact without word or warning. I miss her dearly and haven't found anyone that I care about more since then.
I'll get over it, however unhealthy my methods may be. Typical teenage angsty bullshit and all that.
Yeah, it does suck not having closure to things. I still have a friendship that I broke off that makes me sad and I have dreams about my friend every now and then which annoys me. I've learned to let it go and just keep on keepin' on.
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Fuck loving people? How about fuck letting this shit get to you? If you feel so bad about it, does this mean you still have lingering feelings? Sounds like something you may need to sort through them. I don't know. I just get really annoyed when I see things like this.
Sure when somethings happens and you get down, you can do things to help the emotions run through its course, but don't let it get to you.
I'll get over it, however unhealthy my methods may be. Typical teenage angsty bullshit and all that.
However, here is something for you.
It was so good!
Pretty much. :P
I realize that logic doesn't necessarily follow but shhhh just let it happen.